Why?
I love my girlfriends. Especially the ones I admire and for whom I have the utmost respect. I call them my soul sisters. I liken them to being the family I am fortunate enough to get to choose, if they’ll have and put up with me and my antics because Lord knows I’m a test of patience. I love my girls. I don’t like to see them hurting. I don’t like to hear about it 2,000 miles away and I don’t like not being able to be there to hold their hand or have them cry on my shoulder or just have a good old fashioned sappy movie fest featuring Chris O’Donnell’s backside in the buff.
My heart broke a little tonight. Because I know hers is broken a little. One of my soul sisters recently started taking a relationship with the guy she was seeing to a more official level. It had been a long time coming.
The pursuit has been going on and off for over a year I think. Like any relationship, they’ve had their share of ups and downs…but they really like(d?) each other. Then he had to go and kiss someone else. What the crap is that?
Now first off, no one deserves to have that done to them. But second, especially her. Someone who would never fathom doing something so careless. She is one of the purest of people I know. On top of that, she’s got a heart that doesn’t stop giving. Her whole reason for being is to help others and let me tell you, she is a rockstar at giving.
Forgive me, I’m a little anti-guy today. Well, anti-untrustworthyjerkfacewhoruinsEVERYTHINGguy today. I think I might be a little hormonal…watch out.
October 15th, 2007 at 11:11 pm
Chris O’Donnell in the buff?
Yup. You’re hormonal.
October 15th, 2007 at 11:23 pm
November 24th, 2007 at 10:57 pm
[...] Why don’t we take one day at a time, huh? Actually…why not three days at a time? Why not just withdraw all contact for at least three –or seven!—days at a time. While we’re at it, why not indefinitely? In other words, slow the hell down! And breathe—or at least let me breathe. The last thing I need let alone want is to be suffocated by some guy I just met. [...]